stream of conscience
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
They're taking FTP access away from the blog soon.
So now that I'm posting again, I will shortly lose the ability.
This is vexing. I hope their alternative solution doesn't disable remote hosting, as it seems to suggest they are planning.
Otherwise, rewatching Haruhi has sparked my muse, for the first time in ... far, far too long. So I'm writing the sequel to Blunt Force Trauma. Much delayed.
Labels: fanfiction, I hate
0 have shared the loveSunday, January 17, 2010
How to leave a campaign gracefully:
Tell the GM and other players that you will be leaving, with whatever reason is the case, and ask about the possibility of returning later if events permit.
How to leave a campaign gracelessly:
Say that you can't make game because of other obligations, but that you would play as soon as those were taken care of. After two missed sessions, occupy the primary game area and invite someone who is intentionally excluded from (and not supposed to know about) the game, because your obligation didn't occur that week, starting a few hours before the normal game start time. Do not try to rejoin the game you claimed to want to play in!
"Accident" or "forgetting" don't honestly seem adequate to explaining this situation; it feels intentional.
If someone who prevented 6 people from gaming because he felt there was some reason ... had a reason? MAYBE STATE THAT REASON AND DISCUSS THINGS IN A CONSTRUCTIVE MANNER?
Damn it.
Labels: Drama, Gaming, I hate, Roommates
0 have shared the loveFriday, January 15, 2010
I got to see Avatar last night. Was kinda cool, I guess. There's an awful lot of hype around it, and I don't know if it really lives up to it, but.... Kinda fun. Don't think about it too hard.
Also, I am livid.
Furious, actually, and it is building its way up into a towering rage. I wish to cause harm and destroy things ... because I was caused harm.
Well.
I will try to be responsible about this. Try to be reasonable. But all the same ... I am not an emotional chew toy. I am not here to entertain people through their vicious manipulations.
And I very much resent the time we spent together now that I know it was, at best, an idle distraction, and at worse, merely a stepping stone towards more entertaining goals.
So much anger.
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
I have more pictures of boxes. Of the final load going out. Of what was returned to the store (more on this later). Of the empty spaces where boxes used to be.
But there is a more pressing concern. So, the way that store off-sites work is that (typically), we process the sales by hand, and then when the staff that did the off-site comes back in, they manually enter them into the registers. This does allow a certain amount of tweaking.
Why we would do such tweaking is this.... See, our store has a policy where if we meet or exceed our sales goal, everyone in the store gets an extra dollar an hour (for that week). This may not seem like much to most people, but in my income bracket (minimal, I assure you), this is about a 10% increase per paycheck. To me it's huge.
Aside from the Congressional Cookie of Valor that my manager bought me (oatmeal, if you're curious; and yes, I did take a picture (I'll post it later (parenthetical asides, why does no one understand me (they do, they just hate diagramming your sentences (diagramming is for wussies! (true, dat)))))), and a lottery ticket that my supervisor bought me, I'm getting no bonus for the extra work I've done for the BGE. Which was last weekend. Sure, I did get extra hours, but I was hoping that those extra hours (to a max of 40 -- overtime is verboten for The Company) would be hours with bonus. I could have scored as much as 40 extra dollars -- to me, that's a hell of a lot of money!
And with the BGE income, we reasoned we couldn't fall short of goal in any way.
The manager was even planning on cheating on when the transactions were entered, so we'd make goal for two weeks, instead of one! Unethical? He'd have the entirely plausible excuse of it taking that long to enter all of the orders.
But that's not how it went down.
First things first -- Friday has a single BGE event, and we've picked up about 300 copies of the two books that will be sold for that event. A fraction of the sales of this event were put into the system on Friday night at our store. We closed the week 700$ short of goal (week ends Sunday).
The head office decided that after all of our hard work, they were going to process all of the sales themselves.
Yeah. No bonus for us.
In addition, the warehouse screwed us over by taking a portion (about 40%, I'm given to understand) of the books that weren't sold, didn't give me or our buyer any kind of manifest or packing list, and just transfered them to the warehouse as stock for all stores. So now they've shafted us on the bonus, and completely screwed over our inventory.
The buyer (my supervisor: Joan) now has to go through the list I wrote by hand of the books that we DO have left over from the event, figure out which ones to send to other stores, which to keep, which to send to the warehouse, and how many we even actually have left by hand. I have to box them up. We're starting tomorrow morning. We have to be done by 11:00, more-or-less, since that's when the truck shows up to cart things to the warehouse.
I feel an urge to kill something.
Anyway. Aside from that, yesterday I managed (finally) to get my future roommates together to try and work out the finances of the new place. I had foolishly assumed that since they told me I wouldn't have to pay more than 300$ a month in rent (a steal, but I felt bad paying so little and said at least 400 -- what I am paying (and can just afford) now), that they'd worked the costs of everything out.
They hadn't. We got that hammered down, but now Jim is upset because he wanted to pay less, and he's going to be paid the same. Knowing exactly how this dynamic worked last time, this essentially means I am going to have to pay more to make him happy. Oh, he won't say anything to me about it, but he'll build up a festering rage and eventually demand that I either pay more, or make room for someone who can. Just like happened with Peter.
So I'm working on getting a license so I can get a better job (a pity, since my current job really does make me happy -- except for the low pay) so that Jim doesn't go ballistic again. In the meantime, Jim has offered to pay the remaining half of the deposit -- 1000$. But even though he made the offer, he wants to pay as little as possible, meaning that he's only barely satisfied with me handing over every single penny of my next paycheck after my dental expenses are taken care of.
Some days, I just want to cry.
I've been trying to save up for a new computer for a few months now. Key word there being trying.
Frustration.
Labels: Drama, I hate, Roommates, Work
0 have shared the loveFriday, April 27, 2007
Today, the lie ends.
It pains me to say it, because I want to like the guy, as misguided as he is, but that's almost two years of bottled hate-fueled anger and hate-fueled rage finally freed.
That was quite possibly the most cathartic thing I've ever done.
I think I can write again.
Figures. Only when in pain or causing pain, can I create art.
On the other hand, I'm kind of looking forward to going to hell -- all my friends will be there.
Labels: Drama, fanfiction, I hate
0 have shared the loveWednesday, April 25, 2007
Monday reminded me why I am a misanthrope.
So, on my way to work, I found a homeless man lying on the sidewalk. He was conscious, and breathing, but he didn't respond when I asked him if he was alright.
The obvious thing to do was to call emergency services and tell them. But the thing about this....
The thing about this is, no one else stopped to help this guy. No one at all. I saw at least fifteen people drive past, and three walked by -- one on a cell phone -- and while I was trying to help the guy out, waiting for paramedics, they all went the other way.
I can't know why. But I can guess.
And my guess is that they didn't want to deal with him because he was homeless.
It just makes me feel that my misanthropy is justified.
Labels: I hate
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